As you might assume this post is a call for help! Moving on to the bad shit.
The “LGBT” is in quotes because really, it’s just a gay shelter. Bi people? Might as well don’t exist. Lesbians, afaik, are harassed until they leave. And I’m the first trans guy here! And probably the last, or at least I really hope so. Because they’re transphobic as all hell here. I don’t wish for any trans people to be housed by this shelter and live what I’ve lived.
And on top of that, I took the unlucky decision (/obvious sarcasm) to be disabled. I can’t work. Believe me, I tried. I had a job that was supposed to last 5 weeks. I could hardly last one week. But this shelter is constantly mocking me or even sometimes insulting me for being jobless. Because obviously, it’s a choice! I have weekly breakdowns, I have to spend entire days in bed without coming out of my room, but I do it on purpose, you see. Or at least that’s what they claim.
Today, the man in charge of this shelter came to visit me and my roommates. He immediately scolded me for being in bed at 10am. I told him I got diagnosed with salmonella and bronchitis the day before and that I needed rest, that was literally what my doctor told me. He ignored it, and then proceeded to tell “us”, while looking me straight in the eyes, that “they get 3 demands (for housing) per day lately”. And that “people who don’t respect the rules don’t deserve to be housed by them”. You know, while staring at me when there were 4 people in the room.
They’ve been pushing me for two months now to leave. They keep giving me contacts for medical instances where I don’t belong, saying I “would live more comfortably in these places”, because you know, these are places with shrimps and doctors and nurses around you 24/7 and you have no right. Not exactly mental wards, but almost. They force me to apply to these places, then yell at me when I don’t get accepted in.
A friend is suggesting to house me as soon as he can afford to buy a couch for his apartment. Which…Is very speaking, in itself? My bank account currently shows a real pretty negative 150€. I can’t go further than that, anyway. I’m not going to get paid again in… Three weeks? If the organism that pays me doesn’t fuck up again and actually pays what they’re supposed to pay me, which they didn’t do this month.
My story is a pile of disasters that keeps adding up onto each other, but the bottom line is, I’m going to end up homeless again sooner or later. Should I mention that my parents kicked me out last year and I haven’t been in contact with them since? That’s… Also a thing.
This entire post is a mess, I’m a mess, I’m panicking and I don’t know what to do. So, if you want to help maybe, well, my paypal is
bellod.david.a@gmail.com
And really, I need help. I don’t know how to word this any better except that I’m stuck in concrete shit.
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Hey, I’m David, I live in a “LGBT” shelter, and they’re threatening to kick me out.
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